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Subject:Posted using TxtLJ (http://www.livejournal.com/manage/sms/)
Time:10:54 pm
I just got out of study group and i have a pounding head ache i actually woke up with this horrible headache
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Time:10:28 pm
Current Mood:hyperhyper
So I'm pretty damn hyper right now. since 830 i've consumed 44 ozs of black coffee. i'm currently in a computer lab at my college with my friend sam. listening to cycle of jill tracy, world inferno friendship society and dresden dolls. i finished my psychology write up but i haven't been able to work on my other two papers since having so much coffee. my friend sam made me want to start writing in this more again. since my laptop has been broken her and i have been spending a lot of time in the computer lab. mmm little wrap up of current events.... friday(10/24) i was trying to go to sleep early because i was going to something saturday that i had to wake up early for... friday night though i couldn't sleep well... i decided to visit a friend that lives on the floor below me when i got to his room there were 3 other people i'm friends with smoking a bowl and drinking gin and tonic with lime so i had some of that fun then they were heading over to a party and i decided to go to my room because i wanted to sleep early this was around 10 and then though my room mate came in around midnight to smoke with two of her friend on our balcony so i went out with them and had a few hits from their bowl passing. saturday i went to a vt anime con it was fun my friend alexandra and i spent most of the time talking to a steampunk group and went to both of their panels we got back from that around 7pm it was two hour drive from campus... when we got back it was raining and i walked over to sam's room... sam and julia had just watched moulin rouge then we all decided we were hungry... tried for awhile to get chinese food... realized we couldn't and went to the buttery for some food... sam and i shared some cheesey fries... then we came down here to the comp lab with our friend arie and chated till midnight... then we went to my room talked till around 230 and then sam and arie left and chated till about 6am... sunday i woke up around 2pm... read and did school work till diner time... i had diner with sam, julia and arie... then again came to the comp lab chatted and then got hungry... had some cheesey fries came back down and chilled some more till midnight then went our seperate ways. todayyyyyyyy.... i woke up at 10am had lunch at 1230 chilled with sam after that till about 230 then worked out then relaxed then had diner and then was here AGAIN oh shit im far too hyper oh and i'm happy because i just downloaded and printed out 3 short stories by lovecraft to read for halloween =] i really want to go to the city for halloween i am trying soo hard to find a ride.... also it's julia's birthday wednesday woo!
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Subject:Last week
Time:09:30 am
Current Mood:lazylazy

was interesting. Wednesday Julie decided to buy a bottle of Smirnoff Green Apple which used to be my favorite drink. Her and I shared a bit at Darren's and Jim came along. They smoked and chatted for hours. Julie and I vented about her hatret of men while they were pretty much right next to us and complained even specificly about them. The two of them played some music and chatted about women... pretty much manipulation and mind games and shit and charm. I kinda got a bit annoyed plus I was tipsy, with Julie it seems that has been happening more and more plus it is Cinco De Mayo so who knows what that will bring I think I'm going to stay in. 

It ended up Julie stayed at Darren's Wednesday so she decided to meet up with my before school Thursday mornign to chat and get some breakfast and freshenup. We meet at Manhattan bagels near our town's train station. She told me some pretty crazy details from the night before because Jim and I left around midnight. After talking for over an hour at Manhattan bagels we decided we didn't feel like going late to school so we walked a town away to a Quick Check to see Jim's brother at work because Julie for some reason really wanted to meet him and we didn't have much else to do. Then we walked over to Jim's. Chilled there for awhile, Jim made Julie a sandwich and after awhile we decided to drive over to my house. Sadly on the way to my house in my town Jim swired and hit into a park car with people pulling out badly. Everyone in both cars were fine and as was the fancy BMW but his car was trashed. Julie and I walked over to my hous because it wasn't far and then Montana and Marissa came over for pizza and a movie Thursday night. We watched Vanity Fair because that's what Julie wanted to watch the week before. After the movie and pizza I headed over to Jim's and stayed the night to try to cheer him up so I ended up missing both Thursday and Friday school and killing myself over "what if"s.

Friday after I got home from Jim's I decided to just take it easy and relax for the night. 

Saturday was "free comic book day" and I'm a need so it was an excuse to drag some friends to the comic book shop in Jim's town. I got a collection fromthe Fables series and some random other comics. I also ended up hearing from the workers at the comic book shop that they felt Iron Man was the best comic to movie since X-men 2. Jim and I are now trying to plan seeing it this week with some friends. With both are excited because both Spiderman and X-men we grew up on in a sense reading some of the comics seeing the shows but we are both very unfarmiliar with Iron Man so we can go in with out much expectation to be ruined. I stayed over Jim's saturday again. 

Sunday I had to head home early because it was my cuz Emma's 9th birthday. We went to some place called JPLees. I could tell she liked the gifts I got her which made me happy. After that Marissa and I got dragged by Linda to some NJ Hall of fam thing. People there included Frank Sinatras daughter and grandchild, Yuggi Berra, Danny Devito, Joe Piscopo, Bruce Springstien and some others. It was random and better then doing nothing but I was so tired last night I rarely early last night.

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Subject:missing a lost love
Time:10:18 pm
Current Mood:depresseddepressed
I'm really bored and depressed and for the first time in 3 years, besides Octobers feeling very suicidal. I should stop drinking. Two nights in a row now. Not good. I hate my life I want to go to college and get away from everything and everyone until then i wont be able to even try to be sane. Everything needs not a rewind but a new beginning. I'm only drinking mike's hard lemonade tonight so not as bad as last night. I'm not too fucked up to not be able to type right. gjdgbjh Ah any way I want an escape. I want to go north like I said I would with her. I want to find my Stacy I dream she's up there some how.
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Subject:Friday -Thursday Backwards
Time:11:50 am
Current Mood:thirstythirsty
Boring day. Well last night was some what entertaining. My friend was bored to decided to buy a bottle of vodka... Her and another friend of mine were walking around town and then decided to swing by my house. I didn't know what they had on them. When she told me I wasn't at all excited and was pretty much at first just annoyed. I'm more of a beer/hard cider person recently, haven't had vodka in months... But anyway she thought it would be cool to chill at my boyfriends so the three of us went over there and drank a bit. We were joking about a threesome and the other friend with me ended up feeling so uncomfortable eventually she cried. I later spoke to her and told her how sorry I was for making her feel uncomfortable and she said she was sorry for ruining my threesome and night but honestly we were joking and most that would have helped was two girls kissing but we geared towards cheering her up and were not at all mad at her. She said she felt she over stayed her welcome. After all that craziness we went through the drive thru for taco bell... rrrrrrr I am so bad at this "raw food" thing. Hopefully I'll pick it up better soon. I enjoy it and feel better when I eat that way but I see most raw food sites taking about crazy fasting between meals and such to stick to there diet and thats hard for me I love food and sometime raw foods too hard/tricky. Ah back to the odd night with my friends. I convinced Julie to apply to Green Mountain so maybe she'll end up going there. She said she visited Temple in PA and didn't like it much.

Wednesday I didn't feel like going to yoga... I was in a moody mood and as was Jim so I wanted to cheer him up. Also my friend was annoying me to pick up for him so I got Jim to drive me and another friend to get. Then we swung by my friends and I hgave him his shit and he let me keep some. After that I went to Jim's and him, our friend Tom and myself smoked a bit. Much more for myself than I have in months. I ended up falling asleep around ten and as Jim fell asleep quickly after and I didn't get home till about noon Thursday. I missed school, but my parents didn't mind much they just said "Make sure you can graduate", I have had such a bad case of senioritis recently and I just really want to get out of here.

Tuesday was a normal lazy day but I can't remember much of it.

Monday I went to Kean and watched my aunt fake teach a class. She's going to be a health teacher... hmm what fun. Her teacher was very odd. She wanted us to all act obnoxious so that the people presenting would have to learn how to mantain and control a class. She threw shit and was the most loud and obnoxious one in the room I felt bad for her students but she seemeed like a cool teacher besides that. Apparently she teachs a health class at a prison so she bought my aunts college class to the prison. Hm 

Sunday was 420 so I chilled with Jim, smoked, watched Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle(for the first time), got fast food(white castle & taco beell), slept over. 

Saturday I slept most of the day because I didn't sleep a wink Friday night and felt like shit.

Friday I chilled with my neighbor Sarah went to her college, went to Jim's(smoked), then later slept over her house. 

Thursday I slept over Jim's and missed school Friday... I've been missing way too much school ah well.
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Subject:planning raw food, missing twin peaks
Time:12:43 pm
Current Mood:relaxedrelaxed
So I decided posting up my daily menu would be good motivation towards raising my raw food percentage. Right now I'm sipping on a peach and strawberry smoothie, I'm not starting these random menu posts today but hopefully soon. I've been posting on many of the topice on goneraw.com that site as helped me soo much with the transistion into raw foods.

Other than my raw food diet change one "big thing" has been on my mind. It happens to be a reoccuring obsession of mine... TWIN PEAKS. For a three months about I tried having a group of people over and watched two eps at a time but it didn't work out so well. No one really was able to come ever time so there were a lot of blanks and it is a veryyyy confusing show if you miss bits.. I think Jim & I need to find an awesome forum for it and goes crazy theorizing things. BEST SHOW EVER. Luckily out of forming the group I help with the purchase of 5 complete series dvd sets, four friends and myself.  Today is the normal twin peaks day but sadly I think we will again find something else to watch, like the past two weeks.

Hmmm this week.... relaxing i suppose. Both Monday and Tuesday I went to Jim's and chilled with him and Tom. Though Tuesday I was in a bad move and kind of wanted to be alone with Jim actually they played video games and I ended up leaving pretty early. On Wednesday, yesterday, I watched up to episode 21 of Gurren Lagan and then took a shower/preped for yoga... Then went to yoga and had a great session... after yoga I got a ride over to Jim's and alone atleast heh we jsut snuggled and talked and it was generally a good day for me. Yoga helps me soo much I have no clue what I'd do if I didn't find it. 
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Subject:Weekend
Time:03:50 pm
Current Mood:calmcalm
So Friday I originally was going to go take the train with Aimee but I decided to stay local because I wasn't feeling so well. My friend Rebecca that I hadn't heard from in over a year text messaged me and asked if I wanted to chill randomly. We decided to chill and go see Smart People. Before the movie we decided to get Chinese food around the corner. We actually ended up missing the original time which was 7:30 and exchanging our tickets back for money. We walked around for a bit and got drink at dunkin donuts in that town. Then we eventually decided to see the 9:40 showing of the same movie. It was great, I thought all the actors did a decent-amazing job. Rebecca is going to the college next year that the movie was filmed at so she pointed things out which was cool for her. After the movie we headed back to my house and just chilled/watched scrubs til she got a ride home. It seems I've been watching Scrubs a lot which is a little surprising to me, I don't watch much TV. After she left I had a bad night but crashed shortly. I haven't been feeling good recently due to my high caffeine intake.

Saturday I took it easy in the morning and around 4 Jim, Julie, Sam and Trinessa came over. I was trying to see if I could find Julie a prom date so I talked to me friend Edgar and he came by with four friends which was a little annoying and very unexpected. The two of them previous to this have been communicating via texting all week. They seemed to get a long well and they both find the other attractive. Sam and Trinessa though he was really really cute as do I that's why I thought it could be a good match. Later on after Eddy and his friends left to go to a skate park Jim and I order Italian food and Trinessa got sushi. Once she got back with her sushi we decided to watch a movie, But I'm a Cheerleader, they seemed to like it. Then we fooled around outside and chased some kids walking by my house with a camera.

Later on, after Sam and Trinessa and Jule left, Jim and I picked up and I smoked a good amount for the first time in a while. He was laughing at me at some point because I went on a tangent about how I was twitching a lot. Hm I slept over Jim's and felt super blahh in the morning but I stayed and had a lazy day till about 6.
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Subject:week
Time:11:49 am
Current Mood:hyperhyper
Today I'm not sure what I'm doing yet. In the beginning of the week Aimee said she wanted to chill and probably take the train to her friends town. Hopefully I'll be staying at Jim's tonight. Ah tomorrow hopefully wont be a nightmare. I hooked my friend up with someone for prom and they have been IMing and texting all week but haven't met yet and want to chill with me there tomorrow... Ah well I'm not going to prom but I think I'm going to Julie's beach house for prom weekend and the weekend before I have my house clear =] Jim is hopefully staying over 5 nights in a row and we'll act as normally like a cute married couple.

So yesterday I had some people over(Jim, Marissa, Julie, Montana, Kevin) for Thurday movie night. We orginally sat out to watch Babel but ended up watched Running with Scissors. None of them have seen it before and they all said they enjoyed it. Jim thought it was rather depressing and Kevin thought it was supposed to be more comedic. Before all that I picked up caffeine mints my friend order for me from thinkgeek.com and they were so good I've been having the like crazy the past 20 hoursish heh. After the movie everyone departed aside from Jim. He said for a few hours. We had a few great talks with my parents.

1) Tight pants/clothing - he was wearing skinny girl jeans he said he hasn't really worn in years. I felt like taking out my tightest black pair of Delia's skinny jeans. took off my sweat pants right in the living room and shimmyed into them... My mom doesn't udnerstand the skinny jeans craze and truthly neither do I but I like them... though I've been wearing them less and less. We talked about for pants sizes are changing and different and he talked to my dad about quality of men's pants and so on. 

2)Star wars - I LOVE EWOKS(not sure how that is spelt) and Jim said and I quote "Are you saying ewoks didn't ruin star wars?" Of course I realize that that was a showing of the star of Lucass sell out and intense try to market as best as possible to kids but they are no JarJar or desert racing or young Darth. I really stand the new 3 Star Wars besides Yoda's awesome fighting sequance in Ep2 unless I'm out of it and in a crazy mood hmm. My dad agreed the Ewoks of course had much more to offer than JarJar Binks and we ranted about Lucases sell out for awhile

On Wednesday I chilled at home mostly and then headed off to my yoga class around 6:30, like most Wednesdays. After class around 8:30 on the way home we got pulled over for a broken binker and tinted windows(this is not at all the first time we have been told about the windows but the car is okay in Florida and that's where it came from after my step grandfather died)... Any way no ticket or anything just a warning like aways. God damn police wasting soo much of my time hmmm... any way after that I went over Jim's... He wasn't feeling so good so we cuddled and chatted till about midnight and then he drove me home.

Tuesday... was a messy day. I was in a horrible mood. I signed myself out of school about half way through the day and I am too often told I abuse my ability of being able to do that since I'm 18 and my parents don't care as long as I graduate what I do in/with high school.... any way after I got home Jim picked me up. I went to an appointment with him and after that we picked up our friend Tom. We headed to Jim's, they smoked, and created an awesome smoke tool. Ahhh and Tom skipped his classes that night at county college. Around 11 Jim drove both of us home and I wasn't feeling good so I pretty much crashed right away.... I can't really remember Monday aside from some night terrors.

Mixed in through out the whole week. I watched more Gurren Lagan... I'm only up to episode 10 but I love it so far.

Wowwww I just rambled far too much. Sorry for the long post.
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Subject:Weekend
Time:12:12 pm
Current Mood:cheerfulcheerful
Pretty nice relaxing weekend. Not too much happened after Friday which I already wrote briefly about. Saturday when I woke up at Jim's I had to complete my favor for a friend that I failed at on Friday. Then we chilled with our friend Tom for a bit. Ehh at some point we kind of split from them on the couch watching Gurren Lagan and me with headphones on the bed watching Ghost in the Shell because I'm not caught up enough to watch Gurren Lagan yet. Ohh also since I'm planning to make a big health switch this week I junked out during the weekend. Saturday at some point with Jim and Tom we went to Taco Bell. Then came back to Jim's and watched some more anime. Later Jim drove Tom home and we were pretty tired and both crashed when he got back. I stayed over Jim's both Friday and Saturday night and that was good. Being in his arms always cheers me up. Sunday, around 2 in the afternoon Jim brought Audrey, his youngest kitten, down to cuddle with me. We snuggled under the covers together for a good few hours. Eventually Jim had to bring her back upstairs and we went and got Taco Bell yet again. Then I went home and took it easy. I watched Rock of Love with my mom and before that some show on VH1 about the drug years. I talked with both of my parents about Burning Man and other insane festivals and they both told me friend of their that have gone adn that they have always wanted to go. I joked that we should go together but seperate but they said they'd rather trade off years and not run into eachother. I love my parents, I'm so glad to call them my two best friends.
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Subject:friday
Time:02:45 am
so today wasn't too bad. i thought it was going to be because i fucked up with a favor i was supposed to do and got someone a tad bit agitated. later on though i got a ride from kat to syd's and that was good. there marisa, karen, katie, nancy, chris and maalik, and cyndil seemed to already be having a good time. i met syd's dog and two cats while playing trouble.. as others watched juno. previously we danced to the juno soundtrack. i fucking love that cd and the kinks. hmm before the badish shit happened i was at my friend trinessa's and she had a huge dog who was so loud, i jumped nearly everytime it barked. so through out today i saw a total of two dogs and two cats so i'm not so sure how my cat, thorn,  felt when i walked through the door. hmm now i'm at jim's...
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